Getting so fast...

My baby bump @17weeks

Wit my eldest nephew, Syazwan

Oh ya...it's been a while jugak la since my last update kan! Lol...!!

Ok, wat to update....?! Oklah I start wit my pregnancy dulu, now my baby bump dh masok 18weeks. Alhamdulillah, I've started to feeling my baby move & sometimes when i move suddenly... i may feel a slight pain in my sides! It is bcoz of ligaments on each side of my uterus & pelvic walls are stretching as my baby grows. (Saya baca from da experts!!)

I did my mid-pregnancy ultrasound scan, but baby xmo reveal da gender kat mama dia la. Doc try to 'kacau'...but still just showed his/her spinal ja. So mama hopefully by my nex checkUp, I may be able to find out ur gender ok...!!

And so for last weekend, as usual da event of da year...we did attend da MotoGP races at Sepang. Eventho at first I was thought tat I'm not goin to join my hub, abg, Syazwan & abah.. but las minute I did changed my mind & gave a try to myself since I'm afraid tat I'm goin to be sooo damn tired thinking of walking & da heat tat I'm goin to feel. (Panaih sgt takot pening satg!) But I make sure one thing bila kat situ, makan & minum msti cukop... Huihh, brpeloh bagai menahan sakitnya hati bila mmbayaq satu ayaq tin umpama mmbeli 5tinssssss...!! Baru satu, klu spuloh... Hu hu hu :p Hub saya sanggop demi istrinya! Heheee tq Ery!

But syukor Alhamdulillah, mayb jgk bcoz of semangat Zulfahmi (ceewahh) yg menempah petak pertama during qualifying day... I was so xcited to join my family until da final day! Like my hub said, "thn ni beli ticket kira really worth it la!" Budak Mesia naik podium ok.... We should really brbangga!!

Las but not list, me & my family wishes to all Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha. I'm soo happy bcoz I still can celebrate Hari raya wit my loves one. InsyaAllah, erti Qurban oso hope can give so many beautiful meaning to all of us as hamba kepadaNYA...

Bad day...Bad week!

Its been a 'weak' days for 3 of us since las weekend. We've been together with all my opis colleague ikot 'rombongan' to Melaka. Actually since Friday, my hubs had down wit fever..thought tat mayb he changes his mind, Xmo p ka..! But then, he said tat he was ok... So we all depart from Penang around 11pm. Its oso 1st time for Dhia who never travel by a bus. But she was fine during da whole journey. Until da nex day, I can feel da 'pening2 lalat' and knowing tat I sudah pun brjangkit from my hubs. So sad, we are not even buy any 'ole Ole' from Melaka. Even during our bus stop at da KL, Jalan TAR... I cannot even walk! Alhamdulillah, my hubs really understand me. We just entered Sogo for our lunch, then done wit nothing... not even one shopping bag!! OMG......!! Padahal, SALE mmg brlambak2..bleh pulak are wat xtau ja. Wat I know is, I want to take a nap. At least dudok pun jdlah... I cannot just simply taking a medicine due to my pregnancy. So tats y are xbleh nk share ngan hubs punya obat. Pity my Dhia, she oso mula kena tempias... Trkena demam jgk dia bila dh otw blk ke penang. Kesian, diam ja sepjg perjlnan..susu xbrapa nk minum, badan mula rasa panaih. Once we reached home its oredi around 10pm. Dhia sepjg mlm tu asyik merengek ja.... minum susu, muntah blk.... me & my hubs pun dh mmg lesu sgt.... :( Da nex day, early in da moning...we went to see a doc! Dhia having a hot fever, so do I. Taking our medicines & Alhamdulillah, today we both dh bleh mkn..minum ngan baik & for Dhia dh bleh brmain ngan elok blk. Syukur...Thanks to my hubs...even dia sendri pun demam, xbrapa nk sehat btoi lg & still under medicine.... but he really do taking care of me & Dhia. Oh ya, suppose are just cuti on Monday ja... Thought bcoz blk dr Melaka tu nk rehat2 ja. Mana nk tau kna demam cmni, so are mintak extend my leaves for another 2days until esok.. hopefully Dhia will recover sepenohnya b4 are start kja blk. Kesian my mum nak taking care of her tambah2 time nk blk mkn obat, jenoh nk berebot....! Lol....

Baby Bumpin'

Here are da 1st picture of my belly taken this evening.

Forgive me for da disheveled look.... LOL 

:P

At 13weeks++ 

Tired...loya...mual...

Tired...loya..mual...!!! Tu ja yang bleh are post & katakan for da time being..!! Trus trang are katakan, tis time it's so much different dengan my 1st pregnancy. Btoi jgk ckp org tua, xsmua keadaan org sama ja bila pregnant! Xsemestinya bila ur 1st pregnancy dulu ok ja...then da 2nd one pun follow da same. Tat was happen to me now.....

Starts my 7weeks until today, for every moning ngan ptg msti I'm having a bad nausea. Bln posa plak tu, MasyaAllah...mmg dugaan! Bila bgn utk sahur ja, I'm ok with it...bila dh mkn, pg nk p kja pulak...dia mnjd2!! Mcm nk throw out pun ada...trsangkut kat anak tekak ni pun ada. Sabaq jlah!! Ayaq masak...sori! Are xleh nk layanssss langsong. Punya lah susah nk telan ayaq masak, yg dulunya mmg ayaq tu ja are suka! But for AIS yesssss....mmg are soka!! See...mmg different sgt. Klu bab mkn, pedas mmg best...padahal yg btoinya are bukan mkn pedas pun!! Adooiii...selera yg songsang dh drpd ngan yg asal...Nk nasi lemak lauk cedok mlm2, Ery bwk p Subaidah...! Dh dpt mkn, bknnya abih pun..dh plak mai nk trkluaq smua blk. Ghugi ja rasa... :p

But Alhamdulillah....I managed to complete my posa eventho mmg sgt2 xtahan dibuatnya...tah la, mmg xtau nk describe myself now, even Ery pun jd cm "Oklah..." follow ja ngan kehendak are!! Heheeeehe...tq Sayang for sgt understanding ur wifey punya karenah!!

But for Dhia, mmg ada nmpak sket kelainan...'memerap' org2 tua kata! Byk jgk
org habaq kat are, slalunya bdk2 mmg tau klu2 dia nk dpt adik...tu yg jd kat Dhia. Ada saja la yg xkena...mmg ilang sabaq pun ada jgk. Tp Alhamdulillah, beside tat Dhia masih pandai pujok are yg marah2 ni blk...sejok la ati si mama ni jdnya!

Ada jgk tnya my MIL, smpai bila la agak2 all tis nausea smua ilang...da answer she told me, "dlm 5-6bln ilang la...." MasyaAllah...mak ooii, are dok egat dlm sbln ja ka...tu pun jenoh nk bg abih smpai sehari! Hopefully all tat just a mitos jlah kan..I'm hoping tat are sntiasa ok ja, even having a bad nausea, but selera mkn tu tetap ada la jgk even sket pun kan...sian plak kat org dlm ni!

Till now, not forgotten... SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN from me, Ery & Dhia!!

It was like 2years ago....!!

If u guys see all da photos below...it was belongs to me for da past 2years! Its remain me about my 1st pregnancy...sampai la dpt Dhia! 

Now...today, i am confirmed (tis morning oredi meet my obgyn) tat im PREGNANT!! Syukur Alhamdulillah, its really indah when u get to know such a wonderful news tambahan pulak during Ramadhan kan...!!

Actually, im supposed to meet my "aunty red" betoi2 beginning of Ramadhan. But, tnggu punya tnggu...dia xmai2 jgk! Something fishy rite..tp are brtindak diamkan kat diri sndri dulu, I donT want to tell Ery. After a week, I know tat changes in myself...so xmo brharap sgt, trus gtau kat Ery tru sms ja dulu...heheheee. He said, "mayb it's time for Dhia to have a fren....!" So sweet la mrHusband...

I buy a pregnancy test, doing my own test...and da results was +VE!! I meet my obgyn today and he confirmed tat I'm now at 6weeks. Same as during Dhia's time...

Nothing much to write..I'm still in early stage. I hope I will doing fine...everything have to be refresh back..heheeee lupa dh sat kan bab2 pregnancy ni. InsyaAllah I'm gonna share my wonderful moments, facing and try to teach Dhia as a big sister and oso try to manage my time as a mama to my 2 little child's...!! Teruja pun ada, takot pun ada... So Doakan yg trbaik buat are ok...

Oh, blommmm trlmbt rasanya are nk wish SELAMAT BERPUASA, AHLAN WA SAHLAN....

Dhia xsehat!

ok .... now I want to tell one thing that is quite worrying to me and my husband! My child does not want to eat ...!! Wat happen nih... :'(

Since petang semalam actually Dhia dh start muntah, thought muak saja ka..then brlarutan smpai ke mlm! My husband cepat2 tukaq her milk & concentration of milk (half strength) so tat at least Dhia nk jugak minum susu. But...she refused..!!

Are sendri try to persuade her ngan makan nasi sket. Takat kacau nk men jelah...mkan ada la satu dua mulut camtu! Then Dhia mintak nk minum ayaq. I gave her, she was like so thirsty..then xlama lepas tu, she vomit again!! Mmg at tat time prut Dhia dh kosong la..dh smua kluaq blk kan! Im so worried..nangeh la jgk psai tgk Dhia dok merengek ja..at las she fall asleep!!

Today, im taking EL..! Semalam jgk i had called my boss, telling him my problem and asking for leave today!

He told me, "pa hg bg anak hg makan...?!!"

I was like.."xdak pa pun...cuma td tghari p kenduri ja! Tu pu bkn Dhia nk mkan sgt!"

He continue.. "minum ayaq pa..?!"

I said, "depa jamu sirap la...."

Then he told me, "Ayaq xbersih pa....!!"

:P

Las nite, Dhia tidoq pun xjerap sgt.. oso me & my husband. Yalah we worried if she got scared and crying. Husband are pun bancuh susu tidak trlalu pekat (half strength) supaya Dhia bleh minum dan takmo muntah lepas tu...

Tis moning, i bring Dhia to our panel clinic..seeing Dr Lim! Dia cakap prut Dhia dh masok angin, some more ada 'flame' yg xkluaq abis pas Dhia baik dr selsema aritu. Yalah btoi jgk, Dhia mana reti nk buang hingus cam kita org besaq kan... Si ayah nk sedut cam baby dulu2 pun dh susah skrg nie, for sure Dhia xbagi punya!!

So, da doctor bg ubat muntah, angin & ubat bagi cayaq flame tu so tat nanti kluaq ikot najis dia.. Oh ya, sebabkan Dhia xmkn pa2+prut kosong..Poo pOO pun dak lg arini..!! Alamatnya.. ^%&*$@# keras la nnt!! Heheheeee..

Hopefully, Dhia gonna be ok by today..Well, at least nk mkn la..kesian si ayah cam sedey ja tgk her baby xmo mkn!!

Hmmm...anak ayah!!

Nek meroyan sat!!

Nauzubillah...!! Tulah perkataan pertama yg klauq dr mulot are td. U guys know wat really happen? Are trlepaih pandang sat saja bila my dotter, Dhia walked away masok dapoq sorg2. When I realized tat she was not sitting beside me, I quickly looked after her kat dapoq la. Mana tau, Dhia dh selok tangan siap men renjis2 lg minyak dr periuk bekaih opah Dhia menggoreng ayam ptg td...!! :p Ya Allah anak ooii, I was like 'shocked'....trnganga, trkedu sat pun ada jgk! Cepat2 are grab her hand & pull her straight go inside da washroom...belek2 tapak tangan smua, Alhamdulillah nasib bek la sgt minyak tu dh sejok. If not, tah la pa nk jd... Si mama react agak cm meroyan la jgk...trjerit2 takot actually!! Sapa xrisau tgk anak dia wat camtu.. Are canT imagine if anything happen to her...Pity her jgk, are marah2 then babab smpai Dhia nangeh trsedu2 la.. At last, she fall asleep....pun dlm keadaan trsedu2 jgk!! Pity her la.... :-( So for all mommies out there, or mommies to be...or coming soon mommies to be....Xperience yg are alami td ni jadikanlah pngajaran supaya we all lebih brhati2 for future. Anak2 yg sedang mmbesaq mmg depa suka explore pa saja yg ada depan depa. We, as their parent...kna la take xtra step to look out wat ever their activities!! Hmmmmm...

March Till May

Ok....I'm skipping March & April..! Now dh dkt end month of May & are really malas, and again sgt malas nk mng'update' all my current situation. Owhhh...btw, I wanted to congrats (many2 congrats) to my fren Intan, dia dh pun slamat melahirkan sorg bby girl! Now Dhia have a new fren! Hopefully u'll recovered soon & of course, slamat brpantang k.... XOXO

Now, back to me... Ok, there's a lot of things tat happened between las month, las2 month & tis month. Las 2 month, meaning on Marh we did watched da Disney On Ice at Pisa. It was our 1st time, we got da chances to bring Dhia oso. Im not buying da tickets, but i did changed it with my TreatsPoints from my MBB card. So, its really worth it guys.... Da show was so excitement & great! No wonder la jgk psai went da show was finished, there was one kid tat keep crying & keep asking for more show from his mum....la sgt teruja.... :)

2 weeks after tat, we all did went to KL and as usual like every year before...we got da chances to watched da F1 event. Me, Ery, my abah... My abang and Syazwan! Da most exciting moment was when we all been there and watched all da teams from da pit lane walk. Thanks to my abang, for letting us join u during tat weekend.

Dhia is now going to be 1 year and 6 months. She now days sgtlah active..

Kadang2 tu mmg menguji kewibawaan are sndri la...but Alhamdulillah are still got mak & mum in Law yg byk sgt2 bg adviced & xpenah putus2 menasihati are perkara yg berguna utk mnjd seorg mama yg baik..tQ opah & makTok!! Love u both tau...!! ;-) Oh ya, Dhia pun xlepaih nk bercakap lg...but as a parent, u will know actually wat ur baby are trying to tell u.. Skrg ni she oredi can talk a words like; "yah (ayah), mama (full tense for calling me), pahhh (opah), tuk (nampak semua org tua ja, mesti kira atuk la), dok (dudok), ket (sakit)". Tp klu bab2 meniru watak, Dhia nowdays mmg dh cekap...dr buat muka 'busyuk' smpai ke tiru camna are muntah....mmg terror!! Lol.....!! Ok enuf for now, Dhia's part!! Owhhh im not forgotten to wish a fren of my, my old schoolmate...kecik ja orgnya tp blogger tegar jgk orgnya! Reena....we went to their wedding, mmg rock la yg are leh katakan...so simple, elegan & cool!! Tambah bila tgk her husband pakai sneakers ja during reception!! I never think of tat ok...!! Selamat pengantin baru to both of u! Enjoy ur marriage till da end. Sweet couple la u guys. Bln Mei ni oso was a month of my brother & my sis InLaw birthday... Wish them all da best, murah rezeki..pjg umoq & have a blast in life together! Love u guys.. If we talk bout work, im still at PTikus.. Dh 8eight years pun kat situ!! And baru2 my branch dpt BM yg baru, previous manager has been transfered to other branch (kira nek pangkat lg la tu....). Bila masuk ja BM baru ni, dh 4x are dpt bos baru...heheee len org, len ragamnya ye tak?!! :p Ya tak ya, 1 more entri...wish congratss to my hubby's fren, Zahid & Zu. Baru ja dpt baby girl kmarin.. Happy parenting to both of u, and like i was said before...Jgn jemu tuk berjaga malam k..!! She was so adorable...!! Till here...caosssssss!! Take care smua...

my 14month-old baby!!

Ok nak crita sket ni... skrg ni my Dhia is fascinated by how things work & is getting better at grasping and manipulating things....learning and copying akan mmbuatkan Dhia btoi2 sronok dlm byk hal! Salah satunya during kat dapoq....opening and closing cabinet doors!! Really bring endless enjoyment la kat Dhia...

Jenoh la opah dok angkat smua botol2 garam, gula...kluaq dr kabinet!! If not klu, abislah smuanya pecah nnt...But some things won't come easy at first and her smiles of pride will alternate wit tears of frustration.. xleh la bg muka sgt, sok2 Dhia try nk wat lg jgk. Adoi..feenat la jgk!

One more thing, nowdays ramai yg tegur Dhia nampak surut berat badan!!

Worries about her weight.....



Do i have wonder whether my Dhia is in a healthy size? Gulp... :P

Some people say even ur baby seems chubby, remember that she's still built like a baby and will slim down as she grows taller and begins to walk and run more....Hmmm mmg la Dhia nowdays amat aktif brjalan...tangan tak dok diam, brgerak merata!! Tapi Alhamdulillah, selera makan Dhia tetap ada, makan pa ja yang are bagi.. minum susu still 5-6oz for every 2hours...

She may take in fewer calories than she expends. She may also lose weight if she comes down with a bug...But its ok for me and ery! We learned tat she's growing up, as long as she keep healthy..tu dh cukop ok bagi kami as her parent!! Ngeeeee....

Just happened...!!

Assalammualaikum, hi smua..

Masa are tgh update blog ni, Dhia dh pun lena.. zzZzZZzzzz!! And for u guys punya info, Dhia mngamukSs sakan before she really want to sleep! Perghh amatlah mnguji kesabaran are dan ery actually..but we try very hard to understand her needs. :-)

Dalam dok mngamukSs sakan tu, my mum (opah la tu) try to pujuk her. While Dhia trying to standUp & walk towards opah...Dhia fall again...trgolek douuug!! HUaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa brgegaq satu taman tun sardon ha.... :-(

Menangis sakan la...

Bwh idung ada luka dlm..Syukor Alhamdulillah xdak la luka darah yg kluaq.. At last, Dhia trus lena dgn sedu sedan la...cian her, but wat to do!! Things we cannot avoid, just happened........!!

I'm BACK!!!

Oh my godness...mmg dh rasa brthn2 TAK update blog!! Fuhhhhh brhabuk, dusty sunggoh!! Kata nk jd blogger yg tegar...tp i FAILED due to the current situation...MOTHERHOOD of course.

Camna nk mula...Where to start... hu hu hu dh jd cam 1st timer plak!

Ok guys, are start ngan my baby dulu ya. At this moment..my baby, Dhia is oredi 13months++ old. She was able to walk now....even faster!! Hahahaa :-) Alhamdulillah, she is growing well..healthy, energetic...cheeky too!! And of course bila dh mula bley brjln nie, Dhia dh byk kali jugak jatoh...trhantuk kepala la..dan tak ketinggalan, JATOH KATIL!! Are think start from her aged 3months lagi Dhia dh pun jatoh dari tilam yang agak tinggi..then during 6months, sekali jatoh katil...and again baru2 ni jatoh katil lg!! Cian Dhia, but she's really strong girl la..heheee mama really proud of u tau.

Tu tgk gamba bby besau muka comot tu. Ok, sket dulu are update pasai my MONSTERina tu..InsyaAllah i'll update time to time being.

Now, bout myself...Oh ya, for those who think tat im still breastfeed my bby..sori guys, i did not have an oppoturnity to tell u guys tat i've stopped breastfeeding Dhia since she was 8months+ old!! Not tat i dont want to give her, but she refused to breastfeed. Maybe dah xsedap kot....heheee! But i'm glad tat i had breastfeed her exclusively...

Hahaaaa...next issue was my WEIGHT!! Truly guys, im a little worry jugak tau..coz xturun2!! Since pregnancy (lagi la badan naik kan...) until delivery (and ya of course are brpantang dengan sebaik2nya tau) not a lot of weight going down! Habis byk pun skrg my weight maseh dlm 60kg+!! Arghhh... I'm oso not on diet bcoz i'm not a very disciplined person. Tapi, i'm quite lucky jugak sebab my husband very supportive person & taklah sooo forced me to be slim, janji sihat katanya. Hahahaa tq sayang!!

OK, tat's it for now... InsyaAllah, i'll be updating more...

Owh ya, tak lupa...

HAPPY NEW YEAR>>>GONG XI FA CAI<<<HAPPY HOLIDAYS

Ahlan Wa Sahlan

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK

AHLAN WA SAHLAN

SELAMAT BERPUASA & BERSAHUR

SELAMAT MENUNAIKAN SOLAT TERAWIH

SELAMAT

SELAMAT

SELAMAT

BERSARANGnya.....

Ya Allah,

O M G.....

brhabuk, brsarangnya blog are!!

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU...

Tis month will be a lot of newly wed!! Lgpun kan cuti skolah, so smuanya ambik kesempatan nk brnikah, brsanding, knduri kendara brsama2 ngan family!! Tambah plak klu family besaq, ramai yek..!!

So, are pun x trkecuali dijemput oleh kwn2 yg sudah pun slamat mnjadi suami, suri istri kpd pasangan masing2... Nyway,

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU, MOGA BRBAHAGIA & KEKAL KE ANAK CUCU...AMIN!!

INTAN & TALIP

courtesy from Intan's album

YANA & KRAIL

YAZID & AMALINA

Masok kandang la....

Time was over very quickly la....!! I'm not aware tat I had almost 3MONTHS off for maternity leaves... huaaaaaaaaaaaaa :-(

I will stat working nex week, new month... same place, and work just da same old!!

Dhia...? My mum will take care of Dhia during da day when I worked!


P/S:-

TO Dhia,

jgn naughty2 tau, jgn buli 'opah'....

Mama have to go to work, klu tidak cmna nak beli pampers Dhia kan?!!

50dayS of Xcitement...

I'm in L.O.V.E.......!! Yes babeh, really in love!

I really enjoyed the title of being a mother, really feeling a mother... Tats why I kinda get to know now, why people keep having babies... COZ their grow soOOOO fast!!

Certainly felt tired when awake in da morning or evening will be lost after seeing the face of Dhia! Hmmm.. itulah kuasa anak!!

As at today, i'm halfWay of my maternity leave. Surely & really i can't stand da thought of leaving baby Dhia; my MONSTERina after go back to work... Hua... another 1 month left!!

30 days sudah...!!

Alhamdulillah... it has been 30DAYS since I gave birth safely to baby Dhia. Dhia fully grown in front of me from 1 day to another day..

Even now Dhia also had shows a lot of changes from time to time. Being a new parent is XCITING and DEMANDING.. It causes major changes in life!! Tats true tau... Rasa brpusing2 my world... perghhhh :P

There are possible like tis evening Dhia wakeUp 3TIMES to drink milk..., but the next day Dhia might just wakeUp 2Times to drink milk!! Susah nak dijangka.... Tulah yg dikatakan sebagai Xciting & Demanding tuh, xtentu kan!!

Syukur sangat, Im grateful coz Dhia not give much trouble to me, Ayah or even Opah!

Luv u sayang Mama...

MEsia Boleh...!!

Baru ja smlm pas tgk Final AFF Suzuki Cup kat tv, I ask Ery... "sok, xcuti umum ka...? Mesia kan dh menang!!!" Hehegege...

Mana nk tau, ghupanya PM umum trus mlm smlm jgk yg Friday sok ni cuti umum!! Of course me and Ery not getting so XCITED.. hahaha its bcoz kami brdua mmg maseh 'brcuti' kn. Tp if I dlm waktu kja, of course tomorrow will be a bonus day for me!!

Anyway, bkn psai cuti yg jd main thing!! Yang important pasti dan semestinya kemenangan BESAU yang team Mesia dh dpt!! Congrats guys, u all kira cm dh jd heroes Mesia la.. Kekalahan Indon mmg dh dijangka, just to make sure da game was complete and kemenangan trus brpihak kepada kita!!

And time tengah ayah, Mama & Opah tgk tv masa final tuh.. Dhia pun cebok-cebok jgak dok berbunyi..!! Goal.. guguGAGA...

-I LOVE YOU-

Dhia was born...

Syukur Alhamdulillah... tats da first words tat I can express at the time she was born!! She; Dhia Bt Zainy... born on 4th Dec 2010 @5.35pm weight 4.10kg.

7.30am

It was a cloudy day when me and Ery decided to have a walk at Youth Park tat morning. I walked almost nearly 2 round when Ery had stopped me from continue doing it. Then we had breakfast at a place tat is always we wish to go in Bangkok Lane; where I only take 2 slices of toast with 2 eggs with half-cooked!! At tat time I shall not feel any upset stomach or back pain until I was in da car.....

9.15am

Without delay, Ery continue take me to the Peace Medical Centre, where I'm supposed to give birth soon...!! Over there, doctor have found tat I had spilled the blood. Dr Woo; a doctor who was treating me during maternity continue to do VE test and found tat my cervical have already opened...

I was sedated and given an injection to speed up my indius delivery.... :P

3.20pm

At tis time, Ery several times went out to the labour room and tried to give me fully encouragement.. At tis time also, the nurse had told me and Ery tat my cervix has just opened at 4cm... Adoi!!

Tat time, then I know how much pain to give birth and only Allah SWT knows the pain tat I endure. Frankly I say, there is one point I had lost power and were no longer attempt to resume a normal delivery!! (Yelah.. dh xleh minum, sikit pun xleh..makan apatah lg la)

Fortunately, Ery always beside me and gave me full confidence tat i can do it!! Hmm... tq sayang!! Ada la trgerak ati jgk tat time nk suroh Ery sign ja so tat trus masok for operation. Then, tah semangat pa yg datang...

Ery said, "Are, kepala itam baby dh nampak dh.....!!"

5.30pm

The nurse asked me to hold my breath while waiting for the doctor to come..

Where can!!

I can already feel the baby's head had to come out and they asked me to hold my breath again!! Perghhh... mmg trasa dh nk terkeluar dh....

Doc Woo came up, but yang lawaknya he still acts like I'm not competely in pain.. and guess wat, he still can sing!! Lalalalaaalalalalaaalalaaaaa :p MasyaAllah, terasa jugak cam nk terajang ja doktor ni ha...

5.35pm

With 2 times I tried to straining, I finally have safely give birth to a baby girl.. at tat time, all the pain I felt before is no longer felt!! LEGA.....

When Doc Woo was sewing the wound, all the pain was gone after I saw the baby tat i carried for 40 weeks and 2 days now was in front of me!!

There is no sentence tat can be disclosed but are grateful to Allah SWT and the tears tat accompany a sense of gratitude tat cannot be spoken... ",)

TODAY

Alhamdulillah...

Even today, Dhia was already 12 days old.. the days tat I went through as a MAMA has taught me the meaning of patience. Dhia herself does not showed many modes, only the usual nature of a baby who always wants attention, milk and strong arms of her AYAH and MAMA.

To tis day, I'm still giving breast milk to Dhia and I feel it is meant tat each time Dhia suck it from me..

Ery's daily routine also has changed a lot!! But I just praised the attitude tat helping yang Ery tunjukkan terutama apabila hendak menjaga Dhia pada waktu malam... thanks again sayang, I know tat u can be a good AYAH to Dhia...

XOXO

Masanya telah tiba...!!

Dear frens...

Awaited day has arrived... tomorrow will be my DUE date!! 2nd Dec tuh... :p

Until now i still do not feel anything yet!! Sakit prut pun dak, trasa lain macam pun dak lg... tp xtau la kan kot-kot mlm nie ka, pas are abish update blog nie ka.... hehehe Neves neves...!!

After me and Ery waiting nearly 3 years, now is the time-awaited will be appearing as well.

Tomorrow maybe i'll change myself into a more mature, more patient, more loving and make myself learning something new in life..

taken during Nov birthday babies celebration