Syukur Alhamdulillah... tats da first words tat I can express at the time she was born!! She; Dhia Bt Zainy... born on 4th Dec 2010 @5.35pm weight 4.10kg.
7.30am
It was a cloudy day when me and Ery decided to have a walk at Youth Park tat morning. I walked almost nearly 2 round when Ery had stopped me from continue doing it. Then we had breakfast at a place tat is always we wish to go in Bangkok Lane; where I only take 2 slices of toast with 2 eggs with half-cooked!! At tat time I shall not feel any upset stomach or back pain until I was in da car.....
9.15am
Without delay, Ery continue take me to the Peace Medical Centre, where I'm supposed to give birth soon...!! Over there, doctor have found tat I had spilled the blood. Dr Woo; a doctor who was treating me during maternity continue to do VE test and found tat my cervical have already opened...
I was sedated and given an injection to speed up my indius delivery.... :P
3.20pm
At tis time, Ery several times went out to the labour room and tried to give me fully encouragement.. At tis time also, the nurse had told me and Ery tat my cervix has just opened at 4cm... Adoi!!
Tat time, then I know how much pain to give birth and only Allah SWT knows the pain tat I endure. Frankly I say, there is one point I had lost power and were no longer attempt to resume a normal delivery!! (Yelah.. dh xleh minum, sikit pun xleh..makan apatah lg la)
Fortunately, Ery always beside me and gave me full confidence tat i can do it!! Hmm... tq sayang!! Ada la trgerak ati jgk tat time nk suroh Ery sign ja so tat trus masok for operation. Then, tah semangat pa yg datang...
Ery said, "Are, kepala itam baby dh nampak dh.....!!"
5.30pm
The nurse asked me to hold my breath while waiting for the doctor to come..
Where can!!
I can already feel the baby's head had to come out and they asked me to hold my breath again!! Perghhh... mmg trasa dh nk terkeluar dh....
Doc Woo came up, but yang lawaknya he still acts like I'm not competely in pain.. and guess wat, he still can sing!! Lalalalaaalalalalaaalalaaaaa :p MasyaAllah, terasa jugak cam nk terajang ja doktor ni ha...
5.35pm
With 2 times I tried to straining, I finally have safely give birth to a baby girl.. at tat time, all the pain I felt before is no longer felt!! LEGA.....
When Doc Woo was sewing the wound, all the pain was gone after I saw the baby tat i carried for 40 weeks and 2 days now was in front of me!!
There is no sentence tat can be disclosed but are grateful to Allah SWT and the tears tat accompany a sense of gratitude tat cannot be spoken... ",)
TODAY
Alhamdulillah...
Even today, Dhia was already 12 days old.. the days tat I went through as a MAMA has taught me the meaning of patience. Dhia herself does not showed many modes, only the usual nature of a baby who always wants attention, milk and strong arms of her AYAH and MAMA.
To tis day, I'm still giving breast milk to Dhia and I feel it is meant tat each time Dhia suck it from me..
Ery's daily routine also has changed a lot!! But I just praised the attitude tat helping yang Ery tunjukkan terutama apabila hendak menjaga Dhia pada waktu malam... thanks again sayang, I know tat u can be a good AYAH to Dhia...
XOXO
-I LOVE YOU-
