Sunday, February 2, 2014

Dear Dhia...part 1

 السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

30/1/14 - 8.05pm

Are trus drive straight to Pantai Hospital memandangkan sepital tu yg paling dekat ngan umah. Dlm kreta, Dhia totally dh nmpak lemah sgt...brsandaq ja dekat krusi. Dlm hati ni, "Ya Allah, jgnlah smpai apa2 jadi kat anak aku ni...!" 

Smpai ja, trus ke kaunter reception then they ask us to bring Dhia to an emergency room. Meanwhile, are uruskan registration for Dhia. Kenalah plak, on her medical card xdak tulis nama Dhia. Just printed out as 'child' ja. Yesss, if u guys remember...are ada tulis sblom ni yg Dhia dh start di'insuranskan' since dlm perot are lagi. PruMyChild, tulah insurans yg are ngan Ery amek, tat time are ngandongkan Dhia dlm 5mths. Actually kami tau yg kami patot tukaq ke nama Dhia. Rasanya masa kami brdua jumpa ngan agen insurans kami tu, masa tu apply insurans tuk Emir...macam are ada attach skali birth cert Dhia for changing to her real name. 

Then da receptionist mention tat he try to call da insurance company to get da guarantee letter. Malangnya due to 'unchanged' name spt yg are tulis diatas, plus ptg raya plak.., esok tu public holidays...sabtu ahad somemore. Are ngan Ery pun xmo la nk kacau our ejen kan, psai dia pun nk CNY. Decided, kenalah buat deposit payment sndri dulu. Hopefully by tis Monday our claim settle lah... اِ نْ شَآ ءَ اللّهُ 

Then are walked fast to da emergency room where Ery dr tadi dh temankan a Dhia dulu. Kesian tgk, trbaring diam ja. She looked so restless...ilang tenaga abih! Ery told me tat da doc checked on her tempature again & it showed 40'c. Ya Allah...panaihnya anak mama!! 

Trus da misi jolok obat tru her back side, nangeh la sat...they ask me to take her tee off sbb misi nk tuam ngan ayaq sejok dr kepala. Kesiannn si mama ni tgk, merah padam muka smua. She keep say, "mama teman yaya tau, jgn p mana2!" 

Then da doc said it's up to us either nk bg Dhia admit or not. Kami laki bini bincang, due to her condition yg xstabil...asyik demam on off, so we decide to admit her. Biaqlah at least let da doc yg check Dhia kan. Asyik dok brulang p klinik & nothing we can do beside monitoring her only kan...kesian sgt!! 

Then da doc wanted to take her blood sample. Coz Dhia dh lama demam, from da blood then we get to know if she got dengue ka...or something else!!! Adoii la, si mama ni mmg cukop sedih & risau!! At da same time, takot...dok tringat yg bukan2!!


Guess wat, Dhia langsong xnangeh bila da doc take her blood out. And sapa yg nangeh merambu bagai....?!! Si mama ni la...ok, are sedih ok...kesian tgk for da 1st time Dhia kena camtu bcoz i know how pain it is. Kena needle yg besaq, Dhia mmg kuat semangat!! I'm sooo proud of u sayang mama!!


She keep telling me, "tgk ni mama, tangan yaya keyas (keras). Ada jarom kat dalam!!" Oh my...mmg luluh ati tgk tat time. 
 
9.50pm

Xlama pastu trus they bring Dhia to her room. Maka brmulah episod dudok di sepital pada hari raya cina, dan hari berikutnya dan hari seterusnya...



Mlm tu jgk they start to drip her...tgk bacaan disitu, it showed 25d/minit. Bleh la tau sket2 psai sepital ni kan, xperience penah dok sepital masa brsalin dh 2x kan. Diri sndri kna drip bagai...somemore anak kepada retiree misi ni mmg membesaq ngan crita pasai sepital ja dr kecik...teheeee

1.25am

Tghmlm tu, Dhia mmg byk kali ngigau. Mmg org ckp klu badan xsehat bdk2 senang mengigau! Yesss...dh tu si mama ni pun mmg langsong xcukop tidoq. Looked restless... Tdoq bralaskan krusi, xdak selimut or sweater. Mmg sejok...but are accept it, anak lebih penting. 

Mlm tu pun actually she refused to take her medicine. Jenoh jgk nk memujok...at last mkn jgk. Takot2 dia muntah, Alhamdulillah tak....

InshaAllah to be continue...
Next entry ok...tk cre 


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