I'm BACK!!!

Oh my godness...mmg dh rasa brthn2 TAK update blog!! Fuhhhhh brhabuk, dusty sunggoh!! Kata nk jd blogger yg tegar...tp i FAILED due to the current situation...MOTHERHOOD of course.

Camna nk mula...Where to start... hu hu hu dh jd cam 1st timer plak!

Ok guys, are start ngan my baby dulu ya. At this moment..my baby, Dhia is oredi 13months++ old. She was able to walk now....even faster!! Hahahaa :-) Alhamdulillah, she is growing well..healthy, energetic...cheeky too!! And of course bila dh mula bley brjln nie, Dhia dh byk kali jugak jatoh...trhantuk kepala la..dan tak ketinggalan, JATOH KATIL!! Are think start from her aged 3months lagi Dhia dh pun jatoh dari tilam yang agak tinggi..then during 6months, sekali jatoh katil...and again baru2 ni jatoh katil lg!! Cian Dhia, but she's really strong girl la..heheee mama really proud of u tau.

Tu tgk gamba bby besau muka comot tu. Ok, sket dulu are update pasai my MONSTERina tu..InsyaAllah i'll update time to time being.

Now, bout myself...Oh ya, for those who think tat im still breastfeed my bby..sori guys, i did not have an oppoturnity to tell u guys tat i've stopped breastfeeding Dhia since she was 8months+ old!! Not tat i dont want to give her, but she refused to breastfeed. Maybe dah xsedap kot....heheee! But i'm glad tat i had breastfeed her exclusively...

Hahaaaa...next issue was my WEIGHT!! Truly guys, im a little worry jugak tau..coz xturun2!! Since pregnancy (lagi la badan naik kan...) until delivery (and ya of course are brpantang dengan sebaik2nya tau) not a lot of weight going down! Habis byk pun skrg my weight maseh dlm 60kg+!! Arghhh... I'm oso not on diet bcoz i'm not a very disciplined person. Tapi, i'm quite lucky jugak sebab my husband very supportive person & taklah sooo forced me to be slim, janji sihat katanya. Hahahaa tq sayang!!

OK, tat's it for now... InsyaAllah, i'll be updating more...

Owh ya, tak lupa...

HAPPY NEW YEAR>>>GONG XI FA CAI<<<HAPPY HOLIDAYS

Ahlan Wa Sahlan

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK

AHLAN WA SAHLAN

SELAMAT BERPUASA & BERSAHUR

SELAMAT MENUNAIKAN SOLAT TERAWIH

SELAMAT

SELAMAT

SELAMAT

BERSARANGnya.....

Ya Allah,

O M G.....

brhabuk, brsarangnya blog are!!

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU...

Tis month will be a lot of newly wed!! Lgpun kan cuti skolah, so smuanya ambik kesempatan nk brnikah, brsanding, knduri kendara brsama2 ngan family!! Tambah plak klu family besaq, ramai yek..!!

So, are pun x trkecuali dijemput oleh kwn2 yg sudah pun slamat mnjadi suami, suri istri kpd pasangan masing2... Nyway,

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU, MOGA BRBAHAGIA & KEKAL KE ANAK CUCU...AMIN!!

INTAN & TALIP

courtesy from Intan's album

YANA & KRAIL

YAZID & AMALINA

Masok kandang la....

Time was over very quickly la....!! I'm not aware tat I had almost 3MONTHS off for maternity leaves... huaaaaaaaaaaaaa :-(

I will stat working nex week, new month... same place, and work just da same old!!

Dhia...? My mum will take care of Dhia during da day when I worked!


P/S:-

TO Dhia,

jgn naughty2 tau, jgn buli 'opah'....

Mama have to go to work, klu tidak cmna nak beli pampers Dhia kan?!!

50dayS of Xcitement...

I'm in L.O.V.E.......!! Yes babeh, really in love!

I really enjoyed the title of being a mother, really feeling a mother... Tats why I kinda get to know now, why people keep having babies... COZ their grow soOOOO fast!!

Certainly felt tired when awake in da morning or evening will be lost after seeing the face of Dhia! Hmmm.. itulah kuasa anak!!

As at today, i'm halfWay of my maternity leave. Surely & really i can't stand da thought of leaving baby Dhia; my MONSTERina after go back to work... Hua... another 1 month left!!

30 days sudah...!!

Alhamdulillah... it has been 30DAYS since I gave birth safely to baby Dhia. Dhia fully grown in front of me from 1 day to another day..

Even now Dhia also had shows a lot of changes from time to time. Being a new parent is XCITING and DEMANDING.. It causes major changes in life!! Tats true tau... Rasa brpusing2 my world... perghhhh :P

There are possible like tis evening Dhia wakeUp 3TIMES to drink milk..., but the next day Dhia might just wakeUp 2Times to drink milk!! Susah nak dijangka.... Tulah yg dikatakan sebagai Xciting & Demanding tuh, xtentu kan!!

Syukur sangat, Im grateful coz Dhia not give much trouble to me, Ayah or even Opah!

Luv u sayang Mama...

MEsia Boleh...!!

Baru ja smlm pas tgk Final AFF Suzuki Cup kat tv, I ask Ery... "sok, xcuti umum ka...? Mesia kan dh menang!!!" Hehegege...

Mana nk tau, ghupanya PM umum trus mlm smlm jgk yg Friday sok ni cuti umum!! Of course me and Ery not getting so XCITED.. hahaha its bcoz kami brdua mmg maseh 'brcuti' kn. Tp if I dlm waktu kja, of course tomorrow will be a bonus day for me!!

Anyway, bkn psai cuti yg jd main thing!! Yang important pasti dan semestinya kemenangan BESAU yang team Mesia dh dpt!! Congrats guys, u all kira cm dh jd heroes Mesia la.. Kekalahan Indon mmg dh dijangka, just to make sure da game was complete and kemenangan trus brpihak kepada kita!!

And time tengah ayah, Mama & Opah tgk tv masa final tuh.. Dhia pun cebok-cebok jgak dok berbunyi..!! Goal.. guguGAGA...

-I LOVE YOU-

Dhia was born...

Syukur Alhamdulillah... tats da first words tat I can express at the time she was born!! She; Dhia Bt Zainy... born on 4th Dec 2010 @5.35pm weight 4.10kg.

7.30am

It was a cloudy day when me and Ery decided to have a walk at Youth Park tat morning. I walked almost nearly 2 round when Ery had stopped me from continue doing it. Then we had breakfast at a place tat is always we wish to go in Bangkok Lane; where I only take 2 slices of toast with 2 eggs with half-cooked!! At tat time I shall not feel any upset stomach or back pain until I was in da car.....

9.15am

Without delay, Ery continue take me to the Peace Medical Centre, where I'm supposed to give birth soon...!! Over there, doctor have found tat I had spilled the blood. Dr Woo; a doctor who was treating me during maternity continue to do VE test and found tat my cervical have already opened...

I was sedated and given an injection to speed up my indius delivery.... :P

3.20pm

At tis time, Ery several times went out to the labour room and tried to give me fully encouragement.. At tis time also, the nurse had told me and Ery tat my cervix has just opened at 4cm... Adoi!!

Tat time, then I know how much pain to give birth and only Allah SWT knows the pain tat I endure. Frankly I say, there is one point I had lost power and were no longer attempt to resume a normal delivery!! (Yelah.. dh xleh minum, sikit pun xleh..makan apatah lg la)

Fortunately, Ery always beside me and gave me full confidence tat i can do it!! Hmm... tq sayang!! Ada la trgerak ati jgk tat time nk suroh Ery sign ja so tat trus masok for operation. Then, tah semangat pa yg datang...

Ery said, "Are, kepala itam baby dh nampak dh.....!!"

5.30pm

The nurse asked me to hold my breath while waiting for the doctor to come..

Where can!!

I can already feel the baby's head had to come out and they asked me to hold my breath again!! Perghhh... mmg trasa dh nk terkeluar dh....

Doc Woo came up, but yang lawaknya he still acts like I'm not competely in pain.. and guess wat, he still can sing!! Lalalalaaalalalalaaalalaaaaa :p MasyaAllah, terasa jugak cam nk terajang ja doktor ni ha...

5.35pm

With 2 times I tried to straining, I finally have safely give birth to a baby girl.. at tat time, all the pain I felt before is no longer felt!! LEGA.....

When Doc Woo was sewing the wound, all the pain was gone after I saw the baby tat i carried for 40 weeks and 2 days now was in front of me!!

There is no sentence tat can be disclosed but are grateful to Allah SWT and the tears tat accompany a sense of gratitude tat cannot be spoken... ",)

TODAY

Alhamdulillah...

Even today, Dhia was already 12 days old.. the days tat I went through as a MAMA has taught me the meaning of patience. Dhia herself does not showed many modes, only the usual nature of a baby who always wants attention, milk and strong arms of her AYAH and MAMA.

To tis day, I'm still giving breast milk to Dhia and I feel it is meant tat each time Dhia suck it from me..

Ery's daily routine also has changed a lot!! But I just praised the attitude tat helping yang Ery tunjukkan terutama apabila hendak menjaga Dhia pada waktu malam... thanks again sayang, I know tat u can be a good AYAH to Dhia...

XOXO

Masanya telah tiba...!!

Dear frens...

Awaited day has arrived... tomorrow will be my DUE date!! 2nd Dec tuh... :p

Until now i still do not feel anything yet!! Sakit prut pun dak, trasa lain macam pun dak lg... tp xtau la kan kot-kot mlm nie ka, pas are abish update blog nie ka.... hehehe Neves neves...!!

After me and Ery waiting nearly 3 years, now is the time-awaited will be appearing as well.

Tomorrow maybe i'll change myself into a more mature, more patient, more loving and make myself learning something new in life..

taken during Nov birthday babies celebration

Almost....

God wiling (InsyaAllah), nex week i'm content enough to enter 36weeks.. Heck, i felt no fear there.. but i really hope everyting will be ok!!

Since tis was my first time experience, so it makes me feel anxious... takot babe!! Serius, xtau nk epress feeling yg cmna, nk rasa sakit yg cmna... nk JERIT bgtau sakit cmna...!! :P

Many who give advice, guidance and do not miss da giving spirit (semangat tuh)... i am very grateful.. brterima kaseh sgt2!!




Hopefully i can still update u guys how im doing in tis within a month to go...!!

Travelling during 3rd Trimester

Na... see see, nowdays mmg masa cepat sgt la brlalu!! As i mention before, im gonna tell u all bout my travelling day during my 32weeks pregnancy las 2weeks (dh basi pun, tp nk crita jgk) .... agak letih jgk tau, coz being a few hours dlm keta kn!! But, byk kali jgk la Ery have to stop at random 'pitStop' kan.. coz cepat sakit bontot!! Hahaha :p

First ting, make sure u all ada bwk brsama2 bantal krusi yg xbrapa keras lg empuk. Coz its really helped u from brterusan sakit bontot.. =)

Then, make sure sentiasa ada enough foods next to u. Tak la smpai asyik nk bedal ja, just enough to make sure yg 'inside' tu xmenendang2 lapar.. And jgn lupa minumlah air secukopnya coz dont tink tat in da car pun u all xkan feel thirsty or gunakan byk tenaga tau, u will feel it!!

Nex, Brhentilah di mana2 R&R for many times pun xpa, at least kuar from da car jln2 sket.. kurangkan sakit blkg yg dh sedia ada tu.. n make sure rancanglah prjlnan coz u have to make sure da driver xla memecut shingga 180km/Jam kan...


Last, just enjoy da journey.. dont feel so stress ka pa ka..

Freaky feel...

Arghhh xsuke Xsuke... i dont like tis feeling, makes me looks really bad!! I did not ask these kinds of feelings.. apatah lagi mintak dijauhkan.. but do i EXPRESS it or just keep it myself quite! :P


Org ckp, bakal ibu yg mengandong nie mmg agak sensitif sket. Buat la pa pun, msti & pasti akan tinggalkan kesan. Either it was good or bad...


Is it wrong that i have tis kind of feeling..? Ya Allah, lindungilah hamba-Mu nie. Jauhi lah diriku nie dr perasaan yg jahat yg bleh membuatkan diriku trus trbelenggu..

10.10.10

Na..... salam smuanya!! Tis week will be ramai la umat2 Nabi Muhammad yg akan mendirikan umah+tangga!! Tarikh pun cantek kan, 10hb 10 tahun 2010...

Me, Ery and my in law's will goin to KL for attending Ery's cousin wedding tomorrow! Suppose heading there today, but Ery have to complete his works first then only we can go.. So decided not to be so in hurry, then we plan to go there by tomorrow morning after Suboh lah.

To Sharifah Firyelhana & Mohamad Aizainizam... SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU! And also congrats to Ery's fren, Zahid his fiancee Zu for their solemnization tomorrow. InsyaAllah kami akan datang ke kenduri kawen u olls by nex week ya!! For Firyel, wait for da arrival of da rombongan nak makan nasi kenduri nie dr Penang besok ok..!! But one thing is, can i still go for travelling nih... now im already in 32weeks pregnancy...??!

Will update u guys how im doing ya...

Weekend+Flamingo= ReUnion

Im now spend da weekend at da Flamingo.. Ery and his old frens have organized a school ReUnion SMDHMNA for da batch'98. And me...; as well as fun to relax & eliminate stress which is already had.... ngeh ngeh!!

Enjoy ur weekend frens...

Happy Raya Semua...!!

Wah.. Aidilfitri dh pun masok minggu ke-2 ya!! Seems tat now days everyting was running so fast!! Kita kejar masa or masa yang kejar kita...?!! Haaaa... :P

Ok, so for tis year Aidilfitri..me myself just celebrate Raya same as year before meaning to say simple2 ja.. All da 'koi Raya' smuanya main tunjuk2, :P even though i have my favourite 'koi Raya' tat me & my mum will make ourselves for every year.. but tis year nampak gayanya we both SURRENDER!! Malas and xmau wat pa pun; tat's my mum said!! Are nie ikot ja.. (actually mmg xmau wat pa pun...!!) Outfit for Aidilfitri pun xdak yg spesel tis year.. i just bought for myself a maternity wear, xdak manik2 bling2 pun... huhu simple mungkin la!! Ery said, by next year Are bleh la nk balas dendam melaram sakan kan.. tuh pun klu tak 'lekat' for da 2nd one... hahaha :P ada ka..? Lawak!!

1st day of Aidilfitri i celebrated my Raya at my mum inLaw house. Coincident also my bro inLaw xblk kg for tis Raya, jd smuanya bRaya di umah makTok kat Taman Tun Sadon ja!! Cm tahun2 lepas, my mum inLaw msti masak best2 punya.. and for tis year, she cooked 'Nasi Bukhari Daging'.. mak aii, tambahnya cm xegat pa dh...



My bro+sis inLaw+nieces and nephews smuanya blk on da 2nd day of Aidilfitri.. riuhnya umah TokWan & Opah jgn dikata la, dh makin membesar bdk2 tuh!! They stayed here in Penang for 4days.. and sempat la jugak we went to my MakLong's house at Pendang, Kedah. Beside's tat my bro and his family really celebrated their Aidilfitri here with shopping, shopping and again shopping!!! Hahaha :P

Are tink, everybody had their Aidilfitri with happy mode la kan!! And also myself... With my pregnancy, now already entered 30weeks.. nothing else tat i really hope melainkan ari2 mendtg adalah lebih baik.. (ayat cover) takot actually!! Neves nie babe..... :p

P/S:- thanks a lot to my bro+sis inLaw coz shopping for my baby too... anak sedara pertama mereka lah katakan!! Hehe TQ PakLong n MakLong..

**SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI**

Alhamdulillah, waktu berbuka telah berlalu dan dengan segala hormatnya telah pun menunjukkan bahawa bulan Ramadhan akan meninggalkan kita sekali lagi untuk tahun nie... sob sob =( sedih la plak rasanya...

Tis year, i had my fasting during my pregnancy... Syukur, at least dpt jugak Are brposa dgn jayanya... tp trtinggal la sehari coz Are had to 'minum air gula' for my MGTT test.. (kononnya brat badan naik, so kena check for glucose - ada potensi nk kan kencing manis!!) :-)

Anyway, tis year raya as usual i will celebrate my Hari Raya with Ery here at Penang. Nothing much to earn, but tis year ada la frust sket tau coz I cannot wear any Raya outfit.. baju kurung ka, baju kurung Pahang ka.. baju kebaya apatah lagi kan!! They are not even sale for maternity design hahaha :p
Jeles tau...

Tomorrow, Hari Raya.. tats mean my pregnancy also will be enter 28weeks... fuhh im starting neves pun ada gak, but hopefully everyting will be OK!!

TO ALL...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

Salam Ramadhan semua...

Oh my.... busy sgt ka are nie?!! Adoii, smpai cam x trusik langsong my own blog nie..!! Subhanallah, yg btoinya are btoi2 malas..!! Org ckp, pompuan ngandong xleh malas2 ya.. but for me, bab2 nk menekan keyboard skrg nie adalah masa yg paling 'memboring'kan lambat!!

In reality, Alhamdulillah... my pregnancy now was at 25weeks!!

Cepat sunggoh actually masa skrg nie brlalu, from da day tat i get to know i was pregnant (6weeks)... and now dh pun brminggu2 jdnya!! Keep doing my check-up between da goverment clinic and private.. syukur Alhamdulillah again coz everyting doing well, my baby was doing 'good' inside (menendang sakan dh skrg nie!!), my BP.. sugar all are in control!! Only my weight ja tat keep gain.. but skrg mayb dh maintain sket..

Puasa..?!! Excuse me frens, im posa ok!! At my first day, thought i cant do it... but tinking of +ve way.. lega dpt jgk brposa!! Coz my mum also told me tat in my condition; second trimester is da best time tat i can eat anyting... doing my fav stuffs and also brposa!! So, rugi kan klu xposa.. cian tu mmg la cian kat baby.. keep kicking me ja, lapo kot ya!! But, i tink tats da best moment i had gone tru nowdays.. just make sure tat i had taken all da vitamins, sayur ijau+buah yg cukop during my iftar and brsahur.. i still keep maintain till today.

Oh ya my frens.. blom trlmbt kot ya for me and Ery to wish you all

"SELAMAT BERPUASA & MENUNAIKAN IBADAH DI BULAN RAMADHAN"

P/s :- last month during my check-up, we both.. me & Ery did get to know da baby gender...!! Hehehe :p guess wat...?!!

Ery vs kja+baby

Hmmm.. lamanya dh brsarang blog nie ha!! Da other 'creator' pun dh malas nk meng'UPDATE' kan crita, coz byk kja katanya... sapa lg, Ery la!! But really+seriously la... lately Ery mmg sibok!! Sampai tido pun dh xtentu. Sometime up till midnite.. sometimes when i ask him, rhupanya sampai koi 3am baru tido... cian Mr.Ery asyik dok ngadap drawing depan PC ja!! Really doing a hardwork, coz pasni katanya nk bagi dua mulot makan!! Luluh hati mendengarnya...

Anyway, he said all tis just for a while... while he really commited and wanted+rajin to do XTRA job, i let him do it!! But, jgn smpai jatoh sakit ka... rs penat ka!! Xsmpai ati la are tgk... :P

Me...? Im getting more ok... more common with myself, baby inside ya!!! My physical actually, had changed a lot!! I also had gain 2.5kg within a month... oh my!! But Alhamdulillah, da baby condition was OK.. at least i gave all da priority to da baby first; even ramai yg nasihat- pa2 pun "ibu di dahulukan"!! *Gulp**

Oh guys, nowdays are kerap sgt2 nk go to da toilet.. bladder cepat fulled!! Not even kat opis, during at nite.. kat umah pun sama!! Asal tgh mlm ja, i have to go to da toilet.. :P Some said tat "YOUR BLADDER- BABY's FIRST 1st SQUEEZE TOY"!!! Hahahaha...................

And now also Ery getting to be more a helping husband... thank you Ery!! Being a pregnant woman, are cukop penat bila naik tangga, tangga opis... tangga umah but Ery really helping me a lot!! Hopefully he will continue smpai bby lahir nnt la... hehehe :P will see...

SEMBELIT

Dear perut...

Why im having sembelit ja tis a few week....!! Payahnya... Arrgh, rasa 'bebai' la.....